Monday, June 22, 2026

Sounds of Silence

 


Thoughts on the Pope's reflections on AI

At roughly 42,300 words, the document apparently is essentially a warning of the risks and ethical challenges posed by artificial intelligence. I haven’t read it – I’m not Catholic, and have no particular allegiance to the Pope, and 42,300 words from him is daunting - but judging from the stories and synopsis I have read, that seems to be the main takeaway.

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At first glance, talking about artificial intelligence may not seem to be exactly in the Pope – or the Church’s - wheelhouse. But I read an article recently by a lady named Avital Balwit, who is chief of staff to the CEO of Anthropic. This was published in The Free Press (thefp.com), an online site I frequent. In her article, she said there is an expression that AI (artificial intelligence) developers in California use in referring to their work: “Building God.” Balwit said the phrase is not completely serious. She writes that it “sounds wildly grandiose. No one I have met means it literally—nobody thinks they are making something supernatural or divine. To try to decode: The speaker is gesturing at how powerful this technology could become—even, eventually, functionally omniscient or omnipotent.”

So maybe the Pope should comment on the idea of “building god,” even if the phrase is not entirely serious.

It’s interesting in that this Pope took his name from Pope Leo XII, who served from 1878 to 1903, during the last half of the Industrial Revolution. World economies were going through radical changes, moving from farm to city, from handmade to machines, which led to mass migration to urban areas, and creating incredible amounts of wealth for a relative few industrialists, not to mention some radical political philosophies. Leo XII issued his own encyclical, known in English as Rights and Duties of Capital and Labor. In it, like the current Leo, he addresses the fears and concerns of new technology.

Essentially, what I gather the current Pope wrote is that there is no turning back the clock on AI, but that we need to learn to use it appropriately – morally – and not let it rob us of our basic humanity.

Since he is the head of the Catholic church, it’s appropriate that he used two Biblical stories to teach from: the Tower of Babel (Genesis) and the Building of the Wall of Jerusalem (Nehemiah).

If you know the story of Babel, humans – who to this point all spoke a common language – decided to build a tower that “reaches to the heavens.” Their building was, for the time, revolutionary; the Bible says, “They used brick instead of stone, and tar for mortar.” This tower was apparently real. The ancient Greek historian Herodotus (484 – 425 BC) said the tower of Babel still stood in his day and he had seen it.

It’s not likely that they expected this tower to actually reach heaven, or else they’d have built it on a mountain, reducing the distance. Maybe they thought they could build a tower from which they could see heaven and observe what was going on, or see the whole earth.

But if you go back to the end of the story of the Flood, you see God commanded people to “increase in number and fill the earth” (Genesis 9:1). Instead, they gathered together on a plain to build a great city, including this tower, in what would eventually become Babylon, near modern-day Hillah, Iraq, about 60 miles south of Baghdad (according to a quick Google search).

That seems to be an important part of the story, that this tower represented rebellion against God’s command to “fill the earth.”

Pope Leo compares this story of building with another construction story, that of the wall of Jerusalem. The children of Israel had been captured, years later, by the Babylonians and scattered throughout that empire. Sometime later, a group returned under the leadership of Nehemiah, and started rebuilding the wall to protect Jerusalem. While Babel is a tale of pride leading to ruin, the wall is a story of protection, of fulfilling God’s promise.

Sorry. I didn’t mean to go on so long about these two stories. But I think Pope Leo IV makes an interesting point.

If I remember my college class on computer programming correctly (this was the age of computer cards, or punch cards, that programmed early computers), this technology runs on language. In those days, the language was Fortran and COBOL and ALGOL. I was a journalism major, so don’t hold me to anything technical or mathematical.

Today, it seems our computers can communicate with each other across various programming languages fairly easily. We seem to have eliminated the problems of systems running on different languages that we had back in the 1970s.

The internet now has an incredible ability for humans to communicate with each other, to be in contact across oceans and continents, to send and receive messages and pictures and homemade movies with incredible speed and simplicity (if even I can do it).

It’s supposed to connect us. And certainly it does, to some extent.

It’s also entertaining us, which becomes a problem. Engineers work hard to keep us from being bored. Fly on an airplane, sit in a waiting room – shoot, observe a family riding in a car – and while you see people sitting next to each other, side-by-side, maybe even shoulders touching, they are more likely to be studying their phones that interacting with each other. They don’t talk. They don’t even sit and contemplate the world going by outside the window. They are entertained.

I know. I do it too.

Not everyone who used to sit side-by-side on airplanes or in waiting rooms or even on long car rides communicate with each other. Often these were done in silence.

But we’ve done away with silence, too. It’s as if we’re afraid of silence, of not having “anything to do.” We’re afraid of just having to think, to let our minds go wherever our minds might go, devoid of outside stimuli.

This isn’t new. C. S. Lewis wrote in The Weight of Glory, “We live, in fact, in a world starved for solitude, silence, and privacy: and therefore starved for meditation and true friendship.” Almost two centuries before Lewis, theologian/philosopher Søren Kierkegaard wrote, “The present state of the world and the whole of life is diseased. If I were a doctor and were asked for my advice, I should reply: Create silence!” 17th-century philosopher Blaise Pascal, in Pensées, said, “All of humanity’s problems stem from man’s inability to sit quietly in a room alone.”

Silence is uncomfortable. As a recovering journalist, I learned that if I let the person I was interviewing finish an answer and then I didn’t say anything for a minute or so, the person would often then blurt out something imminently quotable, maybe even more truthful, because by and large humans can’t abide silence.

But we need silence. In Ecclesiastes 3, Solomon says there is “a time to be silent and a time to speak.” Research shows that even brief periods of silence can have measurable health benefits. A 2006 study published on Healthline found that a 2‑minute silence after music led to greater reductions in heart rate and blood pressure than listening to slow, relaxing music alone. According to elissagoodman.com, “Silence helps lower cortisol and adrenaline, shifting the body from “fight-or-flight” into a “rest and digest” state.” The Cleveland Clinic reported that “Calm, quiet moments can steady breathing and reduce muscle tension.” These studies are everywhere.

I grew up in a faith that stressed having a ‘’quiet time,” a time away from the distractions of life to be quiet and contemplate God. Jesus did it, frequently moving away from people – even from his disciples - who followed him. “Then Jesus went with his disciples to a place called Gethsemane, and he said to them, ‘Sit here while I go over there and pray’” (Matthew 26:36). “Very early in the morning, while it was still dark, Jesus got up, left the house and went off to a solitary place, where he prayed” (Mark 1:35). “But Jesus often withdrew to lonely places and prayed” (Luke 5:16).

But even in prayer, too often I can’t bear silence. I tend to start out talking to God, asking for things, petitioning for people, explaining what happened (Lewis writes, “the trouble is that what we call ‘asking God’s forgiveness’ very often really consists in asking God to accept our excuses”) – as if God needs a daily briefing on my world and what I have done.

These days, I am trying to enter prayer by saying less. God already knows my heart. He knows what is going on. Oh, I still talk, but I want to spend a few moments being quiet, and maybe – just maybe – I’ll hear Him speak to me, reveal Himself to me.

Again, C.S. Lewis in The Weight of Glory admits he often approached his quiet time with a sense of timidity. As one writer put it, Lewis did so “not because he feared he wouldn’t meet God, but because he knew he would. If he wasn’t careful, God might maneuver past Lewis’s rote prayers. Then, in the silence, God might tell him to do something he’d rather not do, such as skip his extra morning cigarette, or, worse, tear up the sharply worded letter he was about to send to someone who’d been rude to him.” (How modern are Lewis’ warnings!)

Indeed, silence can change us.

But let me bring this back full circle, to the Pope and AI. Lest you think I am really smart, know I used some form of AI for this writing. I don’t know all these scripture references by heart, or all the quotes that I use. But I can simply put a phrase or idea into what I know as the “search engine,” and my research is often done for me. AI is indeed a tool we can put to use for good purpose.

The problem is if we use AI - the internet - to distract us from real life, or if we use AI or AI simulations to substitute for real flesh-and-blood relationships, it just might make us less human. But if we use new technology as a tool, it can give us more free time to actually develop real relationships, strengthen the ones we have, read and study more.

It might even make us more human.

It might even bring us closer to God.

Wednesday, June 17, 2026

The phrase "I am" has powerful connotations

 

“I think, therefore I am.” – Rene Descartes.

“I am, I said.” – Neil Diamond.

“I am what I am, and that’s all that I am” – Popeye.

The phrase “I am” has some powerful connotations. We use it all the time – “I am going to the store” or “I am washing dishes” or “I am thinking.” It’s a definitive statement of present tense, of what “I am” doing right now, this moment.

It’s also the name God gave to Himself.

This was back in the book of Exodus, when Moses was coming up with all these excuses as to why he could not go back to Egypt – where, he believed, he might rightfully be wanted for murder – to free God’s people.

Moses says to God, “Suppose I go to the Israelites and say to them, ‘The God of your fathers has sent me to you,’ and they ask me, ‘What is his name?’ Then what shall I tell them?”

It wasn’t just Pharoah that Moses was concerned about; he couldn’t help but wonder if the people he was being sent to rescue wouldn’t believe God sent him; why would they? Would you?

God said to Moses, “I AM WHO I AM. This is what you are to say to the Israelites: ‘I AM has sent me to you.’” (This is all in Exodus 3).

“I am” is a phrase to say “this is what I am doing at this moment.” It is a statement of present tense.

As a name of God, it is the ultimate statement of present tense; of self-sufficiency, self-existence, and immediate presence. What I believe God is saying is He is the eternal present tense. No matter when or where, God is saying “I Am here.” In a very real sense, God is always “living in the moment.”

That’s not bad advice for us, to live in the moment, to be present in the here and now. But it can be difficult for us to do. We get so bogged down in the past, or paralyzed by how we envision the future. Often, we seem to live more in the past or the future than in the present, in the “now.”

Not that there isn’t value in remembering. I have some great memories that cause me to smile, or feel loved, or help me navigate what is happening now.

Not that there isn’t value to looking to the future. Where would we be without some kind of plan, whether it’s as simple as “What am I going to do today?” or as complex as “Where do I want to be in 10 years?”

But there is something to be said for being able to live in the present tense, to not letting myself be discouraged by things that have happened that I can’t change, or fearful of the things that might happen.

I wonder if it would not be better for us to remember that God is in this moment. He doesn’t have a past, or a future. For God, who is outside of time, everything is right now. It’s a difficult concept to fully grasp, because we are time-bound creatures. But somehow God is beyond time, outside of time. Everything is “right now” for God. He is “I AM.”

And how much less stressful would my life be if I could live that way, to not be limited by what I can’t change and not be worried about what has not happened yet? Yesterday’s mistake does not need to keep me from today’s success; yesterday’s success may not help me overcome today’s problem.

“I AM” is a powerful concept. We don’t have to be afraid because fear relates to what happened in the past or what may happen in the future. “I AM” says all I can do about anything is right now, in this present moment.

Somewhere I read that life is like air. We breathe it in and out every moment. Generally speaking, it’s no good if we take in a lungful of air and don’t exhale it to take in another. To stay alive, I must keep breathing, in and out. I can’t worry that the previous breath may be my last and try to hold on to it and never let it go, because eventually that will kill me. I can’t be afraid that there will not be another breath for me to take. All I can do is breathe.

So, as much as I am able, I want to live, in a sense, like God: in the present. It’s kind of like the old “WWJD” – What Would Jesus Do; that question we are supposed to ask ourselves in every decision we make.

Obedience is actually only possible in the present tense. I think it’s impossible to obey God in any other moment than the present. We can’t do anything about not obeying Him in the past; the future has not happened, so we can only obey God right now, in the present tense. In the “I am.”

Maybe that’s why the Bible always emphasizes the “now” of obedience. “Today if you hear his voice, do not harden your hearts” (Hebrews 3:7–8). “Choose you this day whom you will serve” (Joshua 24:15).

I need to recognize that God is here with me, in the present. He says His name is “I AM;” that “Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you” (in Deuteronomy 31:6 and again in Hebrews 13:5); that “Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.” (Hebrews 13:8).

I need to live knowing that right now is the most important moment, because God is right now in this moment. Rather than asking “What should be happening?” I need to ask, “What is happening? God, what are You doing right now? Show me so that I can see it and be in the moment with You.”

I like the way John Newton used his “I ams:”

“I am not what I ought to be, I am not what I want to be, I am not what I hope to be in another world; but still I am not what I once used to be, and by the grace of God I am what I am.”

Right now. Because I can’t live in any other moment.

Monday, June 15, 2026

Loving yourself

 

If you don’t see yourself as lovable, it becomes incredibly difficult to love your neighbor.

Years ago, in my previous life as a sportswriter, I was listening to a university president talk about a coach that he’d decided not to fire despite the coach being caught in an extra-marital affair with a subordinate employee in the athletic office.

This was years ago, before the “Me Too” movement and the cancel culture. These days there wouldn’t be much hesitation in firing that coach, and justifiably so.

But back in those days, sometimes being successful – winning games – covered a multitude of sins.

The president’s resume listed him as being a Presbyterian minister. At one point, in a scrum with reporters, he said his reason for retaining this coach was, “I believe men are basically good.”

I said, “As a Presbyterian, I would think you’re a Calvinist. What about the total depravity of man?”

He ignored my question, perhaps rightfully so. This wasn’t the place for a theological discussion. But a couple of the reporters who were there with me later told me they thought it was a great comeback.

The “total depravity of man” is a solid theological concept, but I wonder if it’s not often misunderstood.

The idea, I think, is an acknowledgement that the Bible teaches that as a result of the fall of man (Genesis 3:6, the whole eating of the fruit thing) every part of man has been corrupted by sin, often referred to as our “sin nature.” This corrupts every area of our being, rendering living a sinless life impossible. Isaiah 64:6 says, in part, “…all our righteous acts are like filthy rags” before a holy God.

Many years ago, there was a particular NFL quarterback who fell victim to multiple gambling issues, which plagued him for years. Eventually he wound up doing jail time. At some point, he was told he was medically diagnosed as having a gambling addiction, that it was a sickness. I remember an interview he did where, nearly in tears, he said something like, “Thank God! I’m sick. I have an addiction. All these years I thought I was just a screw-up!”

The bad news is, he is a screw-up. We all are. We all have an addiction – to ourselves. And it can be overcome, by God’s Grace. But we can’t blame it on being “sick;” it’s our sin nature.

Mother Teresa was a respected Catholic nun who dedicated most of her life to working with the “undesirables” of India, the poorest of the poor. She didn’t do that because they were the worst of the worst, lost more than anyone else. Mother Teresa once said she went to the poor because that was her calling, but that she saw the same loneliness, the same poverty, the same desperation in the rich. “The world is suffering much,’’ she said, “because of this terrible disease- not of leprosy, not of tuberculosis, not even of hunger – but of that feeling of wanting to be wanted, to be loved, to be somebody to somebody.”

Or, as Jesus said, “You say, ‘I am rich; I have acquired wealth and do not need a thing.’ But you do not realize that you are wretched, pitiful, poor, blind and naked.” (Revelation 3:17)

I fully agree with fallen man having a sin nature. But I wonder if we forget we were not created to be evil, sinful people. Humans were created to be good. That was God’s original intent for our lives.

We need to remember that God created mankind in His Own Image. Adam and Eve were more like God than anything else He created. I believe that in the original plan, humans would live forever, just as God exists forever. He had a purpose for humans, and all the people that came after the originals were created for a purpose, too.

That’s important, because Jesus said the second greatest commandment is, “Love your neighbor as yourself.” Well, if you don’t see yourself as lovable – if you don’t see yourself the way God created you to be - it becomes incredibly difficult to love your neighbor.

I wonder if we only love others to the extent that we love ourselves. I read one commentator who said Jesus’ second greatest command might be better understood by adding “You will” to it: “You will love your neighbor as yourself.” The feelings you have toward yourself will inevitably be projected upon others.

Now, be careful here. You do not love yourself by telling yourself how great you are, by considering yourself better than other people. That is not what humans were created to do any more than they were created to sin. Pride is a sin.

Humans were created to be in a relationship with God, but ultimately God wants us to be like Jesus. And Paul tells us in Philippians that we should have the same mindset as Jesus “who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be used to his own advantage; rather, he made himself nothing, by taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to death— even death on a cross.” (Philippians 2:5-8).

If that’s my example, how can I think highly of myself? It’s easy, as a man in particular, to think being a man gives me certain rights. The society we live in says it’s all about `me,’ look at `me,’ don’t disrespect `me.’ Instead, Jesus, though he was equal with God (think of what that means, to be equal with God!), did not see that equality as something to be grasped (held on to for dear life), but willingly gave it up to become a man (actually, a helpless baby) and took on the form of a servant (the most powerful force in the universe took the abuse of the beings he created in order to save them).

So how do we know if we love ourselves? We’ll live lives that are characterized by being happy and thankful, by seeking to serve other people; lives that are not consumed with “self,” seeking what we believe will make us happy.

We live lives of joy, of gratitude, rather than being stressed or insecure or angry or in denial. We learn that we are loved by God, created for His good pleasure. We are to be what most people are not: happy, and full of life. Jesus made it possible for us to have a “full measure of (His) joy” (John 17:13). We embrace that.

If we’re not filled with joy, then chances are we’re sapping it from those around us.

The tough part of the Christian life is we’re two people. The Apostle Paul speaks of the “old self” in Romans (6:6) and of the “new creation” in 2 Corinthians (5:17). In a sense, we are no longer “homo sapiens” but have become “homo fideus” – Latin for “men of good faith.”

Through Christ we are redeemed, washed, born again, made pure and holy. This is who we are. Through faith we are made holy. We choose to deliberately focus on the new creature rather than the old. And we choose to see the good in people, the image of God, because we have come to understand it in ourselves.

If I can learn to see myself as God sees me, with lovingkindness, then I will see everyone else the same way.